![]() ![]() So with that being said, here is (hopefully) my final attempt at expelling this thought- or rather, this person- from my head, once and for all. I can bring them into this world, and I can also take them out. As I’ve said countless times before, if I can get my thoughts out of my head and into words, then I can finally exercise dominion over them rather than the other way around. The goal is to learn to let them pass without taking you along with them. They are only parts of the whole that is you.Īnd when that moment has passed and you’ve listened to what your emotions had to say, let them go, let them follow through, as they should.Īs they ineveitably do, with or without you. They only have as much power as you give them. However do not give yourself up to them, for they are only a part of you. They reflect your values and your passions. Respect and cherish them, for they are a clear expression of your humanity, who you are. So hold on to them – but for only a moment. With that being said, it would be much more useful, much more efficient, much more realistic, to learn how to process these emotions. The equilibrium through which this vortex is processed. The only constant in this perpetual flux is you. I’ve said it before these emotions, these feelings – they come and go. To turn a blind eye to them would be to deny reality – to slip into a fantasy that would never satisfy because, quite frankly, it doesn’t exist. I could just pass through these conditions unscathed, unaffected. How much simpler it would be if I just didn’t realize I was sad. ![]() Just a general ignorance to my emotions and my feelings towards my experiences. Give them room to breath, stretch, and express themselves. Do not fear your feelings, because they are only a part of you. Respect your feelings for they are a part of you. They are an expression of your humanity, a response to your reality, and a result of your instincts. So I say again what I’ve said before – hold your feelings, but don’t cling to them. These negative feelings are only the products of this positive instinct – an instinct that tells me something just isn’t right, something’s out of step, and that something has to change. The progenitor of these feelings isn’t yet another feeling but rather, an instinct. As I spend time with this feeling, I come to realize that it’s not a feeling at all. It envelops me, shielding me from reason. It’s a tight rope walk, where I balance gain and opportunity with passion and fulfillment as if the two sides can never marry. It’s an “I don’t want to” feeling, “but I have to” feeling. It’s a lonely feeling, an isolating feeling. I know it not by it’s name, only by its attributes. I know this feeling – I have felt it before and I can recognize it as it greets me. ![]()
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